The Day That Comes Twice
October 6 (computer room log, page one hundred and fifty-four). The copy's two pages from yesterday stand — one by the eight-month habit, a day ahead (two hundred and eighty-eight), and **one with yesterday's figure on yesterday's date (two hundred and eighty-five). After eight months the copy has landed on its own date.** Whether that is good cannot be told: **being ahead is what gave something to compare against, and a copy on its own date writes only what is already known — for the first time it is right, and for the first time it is of no use.** The nine o'clock search gives two hundred and eighty-eight. At ten the third floor requisitions one box of first-half 1998 material (work like any day's, done a hundred times in nine months). At eleven the register shows **two lines for today's release — 6 October 1999 and 6 October 99.** The reason is plain: the register, converted to four digits in August, and the index, still half unconverted, say different years about one box. Deleting one looks right, and **the release register is the same uncorrectable kind of place as the entry record** (made so in order that the register may be held to be right). Head office: known symptom, resolved at the end of November, occurrences to be listed separately and marked up in one batch, deletion impossible. **A fifth list in nine months comes into being** — all five made to write down divergence, and of the four not one has been set right (a list does not reduce divergence, it only makes it countable). ⭐Everything that increased in this room over eight months was **figures and paper**, and figures and paper increasing does not increase what has happened in the world (thirteen more cards, and the box that went out is the same). **What increased today is a release, and a release is an act** — the register says a box passed from shelf to hand twice. The half past three stock check finds **one** gap. ⭐**A divergence between the holding and the record is the first since taking the post** — for eight months divergences were between records (copy and log, board and access record, paper register and screen), and while records quarrelled the boxes were always their own number. Today, for the first time, one side has a box in it. And the only ground for believing one's eyes is one's eyes — eight months have passed many places where the written came before the seen. The third-floor man says he received one box, so what does twice matter, and goes up; the narrator concludes that where it comes to matter is with **whoever reads this register later**, and that person is not here today. End hook: at five the register has **three** lines. The third reads **20 October 1999** — same material number, recipient and quantity, and October 20 has not come. Down in the stacks, **the box that goes out on the twentieth is still on the shelf.**
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